Haven’t used tumblr in forever. I have totally isolated this. Cbf’d for it anymore. :)
Yay, it’s nearly holidays. This holidays, it’s going to be different, unlike all the other holidays I had. I’m going to try to balance out relaxation, socialising and education. *crosses fingers* that it will succeed, seeing as half yearlies are first two weeks of term 2, boo hoo. :(
It feels like gravity has finally let go of holding me down, cause I finally feel free :) Hoooray.
my sleeping pattern is so effed up. :(
You’re a fucking shit ass of a brother you know. It always happens, time after time after time. I try treating you better, asking you about your day etc, and I thought we were going somewhere, but no. We were where we always were. I guess it was wrong trying to lift our relationship. You’re a fucking dickhead. You’re a shit brother. You never treated or even cared for me, as a sister, did you? Ask yourself that. You know what, now that I think of it, you made my 16 years of living hell. These 16 years, you never got me a birthday present, nor did you even know it was my birthday. Yeah, fuck you alright. I’ve always remmebered yours and always thought of getting you one, but I never did, and I never knew why. Now I do, cause you’re a mother fucking, shit ass mother fucking brother. You have a heart of jet black ink. I hate you.
LOL
We can’t waste too much time missing something or someone from the past. We accept that life’s never constant; things change and people grow apart. Yet we can’t stop thinking about how good it used to be; afraid that we’d never experience it again, afraid that we’ve already lived it and lost it.
Yay, finally finished Physics and English test, effing mission impossible. I didn’t even follow the guideline for english, it was meant to be about a daughter leaving her father but i wrote about a wife leaving her husband, FML. Whatever. I don’t give a flying fuck anymore. Friday tomorrow, then weekends, YAYYY.