Lets Play Pretend

Apr 12

Haven’t used tumblr in forever. I have totally isolated this. Cbf’d for it anymore. :)

Mar 31

Mar 30

Yay, it’s nearly holidays. This holidays, it’s going to be different, unlike all the other holidays I had. I’m going to try to balance out relaxation, socialising and education. *crosses fingers* that it will succeed, seeing as half yearlies are first two weeks of term 2, boo hoo. :(

It feels like gravity has finally let go of holding me down, cause I finally feel free :) Hoooray.

Mar 24

my sleeping pattern is so effed up. :(

Mar 22

You’re a fucking shit ass of a brother you know. It always happens, time after time after time. I try treating you better, asking you about your day etc, and I thought we were going somewhere, but no. We were where we always were. I guess it was wrong trying to lift our relationship. You’re a fucking dickhead. You’re a shit brother. You never treated or even cared for me, as a sister, did you? Ask yourself that. You know what, now that I think of it, you made my 16 years of living hell. These 16 years, you never got me a birthday present, nor did you even know it was my birthday. Yeah, fuck you alright. I’ve always remmebered yours and always thought of getting you one, but I never did, and I never knew why. Now I do, cause you’re a mother fucking, shit ass mother fucking brother. You have a heart of jet black ink. I hate you.

Mar 21

LOL

Mar 19

We can’t waste too much time missing something or someone from the past. We accept that life’s never constant; things change and people grow apart. Yet we can’t stop thinking about how good it used to be; afraid that we’d never experience it again, afraid that we’ve already lived it and lost it.

Mar 18

Yay, finally finished Physics and English test, effing mission impossible. I didn’t even follow the guideline for english, it was meant to be about a daughter leaving her father but i wrote about a wife leaving her husband, FML. Whatever. I don’t give a flying fuck anymore. Friday tomorrow, then weekends, YAYYY.

“You’ve got to accept the fact that life isn’t a fairy tale, things aren’t always happily ever after. Things like magic wishes, Prince Charmings and true love don’t happen in real life. Magic wishes come from money, Prince Charming’s a shallow idiot with a bad haircut and overpriced clothes. And true love? Ha, true love is one-sided, Ace. You love her, she loves someone else. She loves you, you love someone else. Never quite works out does it? So you end up with some actor pretending to be your true love. Real considerate of someone to let you know reality was like that before being thrown into it. ‘If you wish, it’ll happen.’ Well, wish in one hand and crap in the other and see which one fills up faster. Welcome to reality. Enjoy your stay.”